Thursday, January 31, 2008

sorry guys for not updating my blog the pass few days. have been a lil tied up lately. VERY TIED UP!!!

finally passed my 1.3. LIKE FINALLY!!!
tht day i was like tellin myself, "acap, if u don pass this thing for the third bloody time!!!! u r fuckin useless!!!" and upon shouting tht to my head counltless of time, heheheheh i passed. and I LOIKE!!!! even though it was like only 1.3, i still felt like squeezing sues boobs cause i was happy. BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! (not literally) heheheheh!! sorry sue. BLOOP2
the instructor tht took us on tht day was the same instructor tht failed me for the first attempt.. anD i was like, "FUCK SHIT!!!!"

and then there was theory!! URGH!!!! i hate theory. i took the evaluation like 3 bloody times and i still have not passed it as yet!!! DAMN IT!!!! all this road signs. URGH!! the question was easy, but then the answer tht was given were all very confusing!! everythig was like the same. WTF!!! and so what im tying to say here is tht i failed. hehehehheheh but not to worry!! im gona like study tonite after doin my assignments and MAKE SURE I PASS THIS MUTHER FUCKIN EVALUATION!!!! STUPID SHIT!!! URGHHHHH!!!!
(and if i pass, ill be like kickin sues face cause im overjoyed again) hehehehehehe

and whn i told my mom n my granny tht i failed this and tht, and they said,"its ok, u can always try hader the next time". why cant they say this when i was in secondary school upon failing my exams. BLURGH!! hehehehhehehe!! but still, I LOVE U NENEK N MAMA!!!

and as for school, still struggling through. goin to be doin the realy shit of DVP (digital video production) project this sat. goin to tht house again where the quackings occured and gona do some interview-ing with the residents thts living around there. hope we get some juicy details about the plc. excited? DEFINITELY!!!!

and finally i would like to make a prayer to all the people i know out there;
DEAR GOD, IF U CNT MAKE ME THIN,
PLS MAKE THEM FAT.

niteys peeps..

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Monday, January 28, 2008

ok people. i cant believe that i failed 1.03 TWICE!!! CIBAI LANCIOW!! its the gears!!! its always the freakin gears. so confusing man. break thn clutch then down to gear 3 release clutch thn release break, beforethe turn!!! WTF!!! how can i like tink soo many at a time?? many2?? no? haiyah.. if no also must YES it, so, why bother? goin to take te same prac again tomorrow morning and this time! HMPH!!!!

i wont say a thing.

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

GUYS!!!! SHE MADE ME FALLL. ON MY KNEES, THN FLAT ON MY FACE KISSING THE MUTHER FUCKING GROUND. YESSSS IM FALING!!! HELL YEAH IM FALLING!!!!

FOR MEANTIME. WELL, WE'LL SEE WHO FALL NEXT BABY..

PS: if u cnt deal with hypocrites, thn i seriously how do u live? u r one of them. DUH!!! grow tht pea brain up honey..... it needs lots, AND I MEAN LOADS of fetilising plus UV lights.

AND YEAH I HATE FALLING!! FUCK!

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

IM FREAKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!

i guess im still young to be having too many stuffs to do in my life.

firstly there is school.

not tht im tired of going to school. with the friends that i have rite now. plus the teachers teaching ou class, i love it. its the projects tht i have to deal with. to tell u guys the truth. i have not even finished any one of it. the school days are coming to an end and the shit loads of work is fucking piling up!!!!

and thn there is work.

MY GOD!!!! there is this one asshole named khairudeen!!! fcukin shit man!!!!

sometmes i just wish tht i could stab him when i see him. he is this kid tht just started work like a few weeks back, and the way he is at work, he acts like he knows everything. he keeps askin pple to go around doin this and tht. just because he is a fuckin full timer and we are like part timers doesnt mean we are like fuckin smaller thn u. muther fucker
and thn there was this one incident where he called me BEROK!!!a.k.a monkey, narbay!!!!!

none of my friends have ever called me tht!!!! stupid piece of piled up shit!

and thn there is variasi

im like freakin worried about my role. i have never done his type of role before. i have to be this pervert old hag. and i am having a very hard time trying to be him. in the show he is suppose to be a 38 yr old guy and i am just still 18. so this means i have to act 20 years older thn my age. i have to get drunk in one of the scene, i have to almost molest a gurl and i have to kill someone in the ending. an evil role this is. AND ITS TOUGH. VERY TOUGH. but ill try my very best to act it.

and then there is motor

have to work in order to have to pay to take the licence. and i have to remember like a few gazzilion things. the clutch, the throttle, back break, front break, gears, OMG. soo many fcukin things to remember. and i just started. wait till it goes more intense. haizzz (i brough it upon myself. i noe. but i stll want!! hehehe.)

and then there is friends.

well before i write anything down. i would like to say tht im blessed with the friends who have supported me i eveything tht i do. my variasi people who i can always count on to make me smile, the gals i class, sue and azian. the 2 angels who never fail to make me laugh everytime i see them, and the guys in class, arep, syafiq, fareez and khairy, these guys have supported me and helped me in alot of stuff. COUNTLESS. esp arep, who was kind enuf to accompany me enrol for the bike and also buy the helmet . thnks REP!!! :) the chinese peeps, metta and li ting, helped me through some of my rough times with school work. and as for li ting, a great friend and bitch and i thank god for blessing my life by letting me meet all these people.

BUT there is ONE tht i would like to say GO AWAY!!!!!!

and who might tht person be? well since its my blog and its my say ( just like what she wrote in her blog) i shall tell u guys who she is.

SHARIFAH FEELZA. beware pple. she is yet another problem tht is stuck in my mind. why u might ask? ill SAY it. she says lots of stuff tht made me semangat. but never ever fullfill it. aka WURL. she promises lots of stuf BUT pretends to forget them. let me give you 2 examples.

she came to neneks house (my granny's house) and then was too late to catch the last train. so she and my other friend sue burowed 20 bucks from nenek and promised to pay back. sue paid already, and she, still in silence.

next example. my lil sister bought me an mp3 player for one of my birthdays, and feelza wanted to burrow it cause she said in the train otw back home she was bored and got nothing to hear, so i lend her my mp3 player.

the next thing i knew, she told me tht the mp3 player ended up in the washing machine. wtf? and she promised to pay back as well, but still in silence. when i reminded her about it, and guess wat she typed on msn? her exact word, "KIWAK" a very nice word from a very "responsible" person. and now? still in silence. so watever pple.

u can keep the money feelza. don wan already :)

school is ending ad i don wanna spoil my mood because of feelza. so ill just pretend she doesnt exist. everything should go by smoothly.

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Monday, January 14, 2008

another exploration this week. wakakakakak where. again. i am sworn to secrecy. im sorry people.. so anyways. this time round. there were new additions to the group. syafiq, fareez and one of areps member.

all these explorations rite, are actualli for our upcomin school project so yeah. we do it for a reason ok. wakkakakaka but still if there werent any. we would still go around doin all these. wakakakakaka

so anyways.. as usual the road up there was very dark.. VERY!!! and the largest torchlight tht we had did not work.. coincidence??? mmmm..... and further more. my videocam also did not work.. i tested it at home and it was fine. and when we reached there..it writes mak kau peh laki on the screen.. wth rite? ok stupid tht was lame. it wrote no cd, whereas the cd was already inside the cam. we tried to off and on again and it still did not work. and when i got home, i tried on-ing it again to see if it is ok. and guess what pple, it worked as pernormal. again i ask. COINCIDENCE???? wtf.

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this is the road leading up to tht building

no lights no lampost wat so ever. and i was begining to freak a lil. BUT THE SHOW MUST GO ON PPLE!!!!!!

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thn as we go on higher, there it was

so beautifully scary

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and this was how the house looked like inside and what are the things tht was inside it

it has the feel of those british times.

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then we tried something.

up there is fareez's mp3 player. its to record any sounds tht the house made. we went to explore the rest of the house and we left it there for about half an hour. and when we play back. hmm should i or should i not say it? well people. u should understand. mmmmmm.

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while exploring the rest of the house we cant help but to do a lil cam whoring.. hehehehehe

feeling eh.. wakakakakakaak!!!!

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and while takin tht last photo of me. syafiq suddenly felt week at his legs, as like collapsing cause he said his legs couldnt stand properly and then he on this prayer on his hp and then there was a loud THUD upstairs.. WHOAH PPLE WHOAH!!!

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Tuesday, January 8, 2008

halloo my beautiful people... eheheheeheh... ok tht sounded xtra stupid... but as i will always say.. watever.. bahahahahaha!!!!! soo anyways pple... heheheheheh i want to share wit u guys the trip i had wit my SPI members (singapore paranormal investigators) heheheheheh..it was like super freakin fun and super freakin scary... but overall it was FUCKIN thrilling.... pics to show where we went?? DUH OF COURSE I HAVE!!!!! MASTER OF CANDIDS!!!! weeee hheheheheheheh!!!!

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ok.. first and foremost.. this are the spi members...

ehehehehehehehhe....
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thn our first stop.. ok... sorry pple i wont say where the plc is cause im sworn to secrecy.. heheheheh sorryy... but i will say we went to this chinese cemetry way up in the hill and the semak2 samon.. the road otw there was soo freakin cold and scary cause of all the trees... eerie...

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so anyways.. the entrance of tht cemetry...

just in case u guys are wondering who took the photo, it was set on self mode and we put it on the bike.. hehehehehehe.. ok just extra infos tht has got nothing to do with anyting in the world.

thn these are wat i manage to snap in the cemetry.. see anything anyone??if u do... there.. by ur right.. TAG ME!!!!

ok these are one of the many pics tht i took there at the cemetry... there is one more tht i took, but during tht time when i took it. something happened and i dont think i wana take the risk.. heheheheh..

but i will tell u wat happened.. we were walking back to the entrance cause we went kind of deep into the cemetry.. and the road leading deeper into it looks like muther fucking scary tht we dared not enter.. so while goin back we wanted to take another route... while walking,there was this very big bush.. and my friend shine the torchlight exactly towards the tree.. thn something fuckin fell from it n there was this hissing sound so we were like.. ok pple BACK NOW BACK!!!! so we turned around and i stll manage to capture the image ofthe bush by just doing a very very very quick snap... a quick snap tht i have never done before in my entire life.. hehehehehehe...

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thn after tht stroll by the cemetry we went to this tunnel.. pple say its haunted blah2... we just chilled for a while talk crab until arep gave another suggestion on where to go.. but b4 tht this was the tunnel...

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after the tunnel we went to this abandoned house.. a few things did happen while we were makin our way there.. first we kept going in circles... arep tried to remember the way there but we still end up back where we started.. then while makin a u-turn we fell down.. a very stupid faling down any ways.. and his engine cannot start after tht.. its like the house knows we are coming and is not welcomin us (talking in a scary himbotic tone.. hehehehehehe)

well finaly after much travelling.. we found it.. and i wont say where.. sorry peeeeppsss.. this is the house by the way

it looks creepy rite?? when arep reach the plc.. the hair on my neck was like.. WHOAH!!! this plc gave me the creeps... the feeling was worst thn the feeling i had in the cemetry...

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but still something made us laf and lighten up the atmosphere a lil.. just a lil.. heheheheh

read carefully wat it says and u will know why we laughed.. heheheeheheh!!!!!

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we lighted a stick of ciggy and chilled by the pavement before entering.. thn one of my friend had to go home cause he was workin the next day and he was too sleepy.. and we lost one member there..

after the cigg we made our way in.. and then something happened.. the ducks quacked.. yes people.. they quacked.. and the hairs everywhere stood up.. LITERALLY.. thn we got closer to the door and the leaves shook. there was no wind, no rain what so ever... in my heart i was like.. MUTHER FUCKER.. repeating it countless of time per second.. and right now i just saw lightning outside my window and its the middle of the night.. and im alone in my room typing this.. narbay..

BUT THE SHOW MUST GO ON... fuck!! there was another lightning.... OK PPLE THUNDER!!!!

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this is the inside of the abandoned house..

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there is one more pic.. but i find too scary too open yet to put it in here.. its this area of the house when arep and the gang last time went and took a picture of it, he showed it to me, and there was mr gula2 hacks sitting there.. so i took a few shots of tht area and amazingly.. something different was there.. his friend whom pple call kakak (sister) and yes im freakin out while typin this cause again.. i saw lighting at my window.. chibai... and fcuk... his best friend mr thunder...

ok thts it... bye pple.. I CNT TAKE IT ANY MORE.. AHHHHHHHH!!!!! (tag me if u see anything in the pics hoh heheheheh)

bye people

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! happy new year to all of you all!!! eheheheheheh!!!! and then back to back to our lives!!!! FCUK!!! eheheheheh anyways... this new yr i didnt go to any countdowns... BUT!!!! i had a chalet with my variasi peeps and it was VVAAAVVVAAAVVOOOMMM!!!! i loved it i loved it I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!! it was a 3 day chalet.. came late tht day cause i was workin.. i forgot tht i had the chalet on tht day.. WTF!!!! himbotic??? hheheheheheh!!!! don even say it... anywhooossss... back to the chalet.. ehehehehe!!!!!!here are some of the 456 pics tht i took there.. eheheheheh (crazy?? i know...)

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at night waiting for the rest to arrive.. why did huda smile like tht?? no idea.. eheheheheheh

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thn we relived our childhood yet one more time

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thn we had mesyuarat tergempar!!! wakakakakakak!!!! actualli its about the performance the next day.. not tht gempa.. ehehehehehehehe

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thn the gals ran to the window to see the guys on the next chalet.. WTH!!!!

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thn we decorated the chalet...

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thn we started marinating the chicken for the bbq the next day... eheheheh with our one and only chef mimi.. ehheheehehe

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thn finally its the next day... (ok tht sounded stupid..) but watever.. BAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!

i saw this playground when i woke up and it looked soooo bllllloooody vintage.. it reminded me of my childhood... touching... ehehehehehehehe

thn after bathing.. we went to a near by sheng seong and bought more stuff for the bbq.. like fish and thn hotdongs.. all tht ehehehehhehe.. it has been soo long since i followed someone to the market... i broke my record again.. ehehehehehehhe!!!!

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thn lil missy daiyanna joined us.. and the poor thing about her is she has was assigned to clean the fsh tht we bought.. eheheheh!!!! and she was happy about it... y? i dont know..

funny pple live in this world..

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

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in the afternoon me and hannah went by the beach to take a stroll then we went into the maze... ouhh yeah... by the way all this happen in Pasir ris hoh!!! hehehehehehe