IM FREAKING TIRED OF EVERYTHING!!
i guess im still young to be having too many stuffs to do in my life.
firstly there is school.
not tht im tired of going to school. with the friends that i have rite now. plus the teachers teaching ou class, i love it. its the projects tht i have to deal with. to tell u guys the truth. i have not even finished any one of it. the school days are coming to an end and the shit loads of work is fucking piling up!!!!
and thn there is work.
MY GOD!!!! there is this one asshole named khairudeen!!! fcukin shit man!!!!
sometmes i just wish tht i could stab him when i see him. he is this kid tht just started work like a few weeks back, and the way he is at work, he acts like he knows everything. he keeps askin pple to go around doin this and tht. just because he is a fuckin full timer and we are like part timers doesnt mean we are like fuckin smaller thn u. muther fucker
and thn there was this one incident where he called me BEROK!!!a.k.a monkey, narbay!!!!!
none of my friends have ever called me tht!!!! stupid piece of piled up shit!
and thn there is variasi
im like freakin worried about my role. i have never done his type of role before. i have to be this pervert old hag. and i am having a very hard time trying to be him. in the show he is suppose to be a 38 yr old guy and i am just still 18. so this means i have to act 20 years older thn my age. i have to get drunk in one of the scene, i have to almost molest a gurl and i have to kill someone in the ending. an evil role this is. AND ITS TOUGH. VERY TOUGH. but ill try my very best to act it.
and then there is motor
have to work in order to have to pay to take the licence. and i have to remember like a few gazzilion things. the clutch, the throttle, back break, front break, gears, OMG. soo many fcukin things to remember. and i just started. wait till it goes more intense. haizzz (i brough it upon myself. i noe. but i stll want!! hehehe.)
and then there is friends.
well before i write anything down. i would like to say tht im blessed with the friends who have supported me i eveything tht i do. my variasi people who i can always count on to make me smile, the gals i class, sue and azian. the 2 angels who never fail to make me laugh everytime i see them, and the guys in class, arep, syafiq, fareez and khairy, these guys have supported me and helped me in alot of stuff. COUNTLESS. esp arep, who was kind enuf to accompany me enrol for the bike and also buy the helmet . thnks REP!!! :) the chinese peeps, metta and li ting, helped me through some of my rough times with school work. and as for li ting, a great friend and bitch and i thank god for blessing my life by letting me meet all these people.
BUT there is ONE tht i would like to say GO AWAY!!!!!!
and who might tht person be? well since its my blog and its my say ( just like what she wrote in her blog) i shall tell u guys who she is.
SHARIFAH FEELZA. beware pple. she is yet another problem tht is stuck in my mind. why u might ask? ill SAY it. she says lots of stuff tht made me semangat. but never ever fullfill it. aka WURL. she promises lots of stuf BUT pretends to forget them. let me give you 2 examples.
she came to neneks house (my granny's house) and then was too late to catch the last train. so she and my other friend sue burowed 20 bucks from nenek and promised to pay back. sue paid already, and she, still in silence.
next example. my lil sister bought me an mp3 player for one of my birthdays, and feelza wanted to burrow it cause she said in the train otw back home she was bored and got nothing to hear, so i lend her my mp3 player.
the next thing i knew, she told me tht the mp3 player ended up in the washing machine. wtf? and she promised to pay back as well, but still in silence. when i reminded her about it, and guess wat she typed on msn? her exact word, "KIWAK" a very nice word from a very "responsible" person. and now? still in silence. so watever pple.
u can keep the money feelza. don wan already :)
school is ending ad i don wanna spoil my mood because of feelza. so ill just pretend she doesnt exist. everything should go by smoothly.
